Toli and I just went to drop off Maya at her new daycare for her first day.
I gave Toli a ride to Bart, went to grocery shopping, came home and finished breakfast.
I can start crying any moment if I let myself do so.
It's very strange feeling that I feel so weak and I feel like Maya left me.
It's hard to see the toys she left on the ground of her play area in front of me.
I shouldn't be sitting and crying. I should utilize this time I was dreaming of.
She got more than enough milk, food, clean diapers and just in case little blankie she holds when she tries to sleep. The daycare teacher, Cathy is very experienced confident lady. She should take really good care of Maya and will pay close attention to her. Maya should be fine.....if I'm fine.
When we were leaving the daycare and saying bye to Maya, she was already busy playing with their kitchen toy. She waved at us with a pan and a pot. We didn't snuck out while she wasn't looking. She saw us waving at her and leaving the place. She still smiled and waved at us with a pan and a pot. She must be ok....if I'm ok.....
Ok. I clean our kitchen now! I had been wanted to do it for so long. I gotta use this time.
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